the house that I lived in 7 years ago was up for sale. They were having an open house, so I stopped in to see it. Inside, they had changed out the carpet and painted different colors. I went outside and entered the backyard. My now dead dog Sabastian entered the gate with me. He was so excited to be back in his favorite place.
A voice came to me and said, "think of the two most sad times that you had in this house. Go ahead and let yourself go down there. Then I will fix it and heal you."
This seemed like a good opportunity for self healing so I jumped at the opportunity. First as I watched Sabastian run around the yard, I was saddened by his recent death. Then I remembered an argument that my wife had had. She was sitting on the family room floor screaming about being a bad wife and unable to be a mother."
I awoke with tears pouring out. I felt only pain and no healing. I was angry at myself for having let myself go down there.
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